FaTiDiOtE~*: March 2009

When was the last time i really like some1?
How was the feeling like then?
How to go about to go after the gal that you think u like??

All this hhave been going on in my head...i like or love..??

Y it all happen like this?? how will it feel to love and love to feel the warmth of you beside me...
all this has been long forgotten..i lead a lfe with friends...not GF/baby/watever you call it...
GOne ewere the time when i have the confident and guts to go after any gal that i set sight on...now i just wana plan to settle down in a couple of years time....easy said than done...
*looking left and right* i don have any one by my side...hahaha..sfter 4 long years of trying to let go...i think i have finally don that...they were good memories...but to painful to let go ...i guess now its time to do that......

My heart seems to be trapped in the world of the past and hhave since neva taken a chance to love or be loved by anyone.....its so hard to describe the feeling...sometimes i just feel that ...watever la....don have oso ok wat...but when times alone...it just get the hell outta you man...!!the moment...so unbearable...so quiet...solonely....yet one day, all or most of my friends and buddies will be getting married soon and wat will it equate to?

Being alone?? Lead a life of a Ranger..?? or just marry for the sake of marrying....
If any1 who noe me well...i go with feeling de...not jus some Tom Dick Harry....or Mary Jane Lucy...hahaha....some may say that i am playing hard to get...but watever man....i like wat i havae and am doing now....so toooobad...hahaha....

Nway hope that all will go well for me mmy family and all my buddies.........

Done. Period

This year was a total different year as i started it on my birth month, March.

Went for my reservist for 3 weekssss and 3 long days to do my Engineer Officer Advance Course (EOAC), and hoping that i will not be arrowed to become a OC of a company.

Nway, i also went fro a short holiday in Perhentian. Fanntastic place to be in. The sun, sand and the sea. The place was jus so beautiful and the food there....hmmmmm!!! so good and affordable..

I guess it was the company that was having the good time there also. THe trip there was very long. h ours of bus ride to the jetty, 30 mins boat ride to the island. But all was worth while to be there. I jus could not stop talking about it till now.

The image of the whole beach still linger in my mind and i guess my soul is still there at Perhentian. Even now at work, i will still think of the place.

I have been to many beaches...not all round the whole yet..but good enuff to love this place..haha...

okok...some pix for your view liao...