so hard ..so Furious.....LOVE??

When was the last time i really like some1?
How was the feeling like then?
How to go about to go after the gal that you think u like??

All this hhave been going on in my head...i like or love..??

Y it all happen like this?? how will it feel to love and love to feel the warmth of you beside me...
all this has been long forgotten..i lead a lfe with friends...not GF/baby/watever you call it...
GOne ewere the time when i have the confident and guts to go after any gal that i set sight on...now i just wana plan to settle down in a couple of years time....easy said than done...
*looking left and right* i don have any one by my side...hahaha..sfter 4 long years of trying to let go...i think i have finally don that...they were good memories...but to painful to let go ...i guess now its time to do that......

My heart seems to be trapped in the world of the past and hhave since neva taken a chance to love or be loved by anyone.....its so hard to describe the feeling...sometimes i just feel that ...watever la....don have oso ok wat...but when times alone...it just get the hell outta you man...!!the moment...so unbearable...so quiet...solonely....yet one day, all or most of my friends and buddies will be getting married soon and wat will it equate to?

Being alone?? Lead a life of a Ranger..?? or just marry for the sake of marrying....
If any1 who noe me well...i go with feeling de...not jus some Tom Dick Harry....or Mary Jane Lucy...hahaha....some may say that i am playing hard to get...but watever man....i like wat i havae and am doing now....so toooobad...hahaha....

Nway hope that all will go well for me mmy family and all my buddies.........


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New year in my birth month...lolx..

This year was a total different year as i started it on my birth month, March.

Went for my reservist for 3 weekssss and 3 long days to do my Engineer Officer Advance Course (EOAC), and hoping that i will not be arrowed to become a OC of a company.

Nway, i also went fro a short holiday in Perhentian. Fanntastic place to be in. The sun, sand and the sea. The place was jus so beautiful and the food there....hmmmmm!!! so good and affordable..

I guess it was the company that was having the good time there also. THe trip there was very long. h ours of bus ride to the jetty, 30 mins boat ride to the island. But all was worth while to be there. I jus could not stop talking about it till now.

The image of the whole beach still linger in my mind and i guess my soul is still there at Perhentian. Even now at work, i will still think of the place.

I have been to many beaches...not all round the whole yet..but good enuff to love this place..haha...

okok...some pix for your view liao...

its just neva enuff.....

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Happening Week.....

This week has been quite a "happening".

First and fore most, 2 of my colleague is moving on into new challenges in a new team...
Vanese & Sheena...
Haix...

Vanese
The one who taught me all that is needed in the job, also all the scolding and nagging that i had from her...definitely made me a better consultant...Thinking back, really had fun working with her...seen her tears and smile , also her fustrations that has been given to her..hahaha...

Wishing her all the best in her future challenges...nevertheless, we will still be working under 1 roof. haha...on a brighter note, we can go lunch and holiday 2gether liao lo....hahahaha.....


Sheena
haha...my funny and supportive boss...thou she has limited time for all her consultant, she still manages to train all, if not most of the consultant to be at their best. she is so dedicated to her job and consultant...putting in so much effort in all that she does....and also having high expectations for the team..hahaa....thats y all crack under pressure....LOLx...hahah...Still with all her support that she has given, realy appreciate her assistance that she has rendered thus far...moving forward, Wish her all the best in her new appointment...

ME
As for me...just like i said, so many things has happened...sheena & Van leaving MBS, Krist is also leaving MBS...new manager for Service Delivery Team, also another new Operations Manager(OM), Client cutting head counts, more head count freeze from client, etc etc etc..."Tsk Tsk".....how how how!?!!?!

Nway, jus do my best and hope for the best...like wat SY say, its a new opportunity that comes my way...i see it also as a challenge to myself...at this moment, its left with me & 2 colleague in the RC team...hahaha...really hope all will go on well....


Moving forward, there will be new team mates, working and building wat has been left...with all this new members and management, i reali hope that all will be well ahead...

keeping in mind the solgan that had motivates and console me to carry on during the darkess hour of my life...
"Tough times don't last, Tough man does..."


Dont be mistaken, they have left very positive impression and good experience in me....

Done.

6 months worth of events...

For the last 6 months, i have got to noe people form my office/team..also know as Manpower Business Solutiin (MBS). so dar, there are a few people whom have sink an impression in me. Befor all the talk, pix pix pix...yahoo!!

Trip to Thai food at Velocity(Novena)

Me, Sheena & Vanese

Charles & Sheena

Me, Sheena & Vanese

Sheena & Vanese

Trip to Timber ( Boat Quake)

Vanese, Lyn, Me


All in the Grp...


Justin, Sheena, Charlene

TYak, Yak, Yak...."tsk tsk"

All these are the people that i have got to know from MAnpower Singapore. Fun People...

Interview & first day at work...

Its been so long since i reali talk 'bout work..hee...

Nway, i just started in my current employment at Manpower...the enviroment is fanatastic...

Okok...i'll start from the interview...
There was this lady that called me the week before..her name...Sheena...she called and we had an on-the-phone interview... very nice lady... went thru quite a lot with me..mainly on her expectations on the job for me...

after which, i was invited down to their office for the 2nd round of interview...i met up with sheena( she is the Accounts Manager). So we have a short interview b4 another lady came in. she is the HR exco called Janie. Also another very nice lady. Both of them went thru a serise of Qns and Ans.

After all that, i was ask to come back at 6..at that time?? its was only like 330pm haha..so i just said"ok...heehee"

so i went back at 6 to meet the HR manager (Linda Teo)...quite fearsome lady on the first encounter. Even after the interview with her, i was not at ease but instead felt quite nervous..heehee...how can be?? eddie scare?? lolxx....
hahahah

The nxt day, Sheena called me up to offer an employment at the company. i was quite Surprise, glad and relieve at the same time...haha..it was like finally...haha...and guess wat??
Sheena is actually my boss to be..haha...she is reali a veri nice lady...den i went thru a 1.5 days of induction at the company... This time i met up wit Audrey, whom i will be working with in the same team. We were introduced to Adeline (HR Exco), she went thru the induction tell us the do's and dont's in the company, method to go about our daily work, and also introducing the people in the company with us.

First day in the team was quite scary as there were not much people to talk. They seems so busy with their daily job and all i didi was going thru the induction CD. So bored..... :P

The day went by like so dame slow and i left work at 645pm. went to meet up with adrian and had dinner, while sharing with him about the place i am working at.

After that it was home sweet home...


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Reminiscing about...

Last week past by quite fast..i did many packing of my room, capboard, table and my personal cupboard...

Digged out many old stuff that were way back to my sec school days..hee...i saw pix of me in the band, where i was wearing the red blazer and gold collar, nicely accompanied by a Big RED Bow Tie...Look quite cute in it..hee..maybe i should snap a few pix of it and post it on my blog...i had few of those pix..but they were jus memorable..lolx....

Next were the pix that i took when i went Korea ( JeJu Island), together with SP concert band...Look so beng in those big ear rings/holes..hee...argggg...and the pix of our all time favorite Tour Guide for the tour/ Festival...Ms MeJin and Mr YongDuck...they were very gd ppl..
I remember getting them scolded for us, going over our time during a sight-seeing at one of their beautiful beach...( thinking back... =) ...)
And Yongduck even went to the extend of buying that Polo singlet for me when we were almost going back home to Singapore...so touched...but sadly, i lost contact with them after so many years of not sending emails to them( cos last time internet was like a very expensive instrument ), haix..."sob"..was wondering how are they now??? Miising them alot...

this was only in year 1 of Sp nia...haha..following that i saw all the MD concerts pix that i played in..not forgeting "I Believe In Music", also known as IBM concert in SP...

So many pix...haha...browsing thru them, i saw my pix in the very first formal concert for Sp band...still remember we played Carmina Burana( Think i spell it wrong), Blue Shades, River Dance, Gonzilla Eat Las Vegas with our garnd opening piece," Spring March"...=)

Ok set, i think i will take pix of it and post it on line..Sue, be prepared to see some pix of u kk...i wont mind if u ask ur friens to view my blog..heehee....

Then, guess wat?
i saw the most beautiful pix that i have even taken together with anoother gal..No prize for guessing it rite....Yes...WF...heehee...sweet little thing in the pix of yester-years....i thhink she was rite about somethings...things has changed so much for the both of us...i, who finished army as an officer ( which i think not many will feel that i'm one "gd " officer..but I was, I am and I will be a Gd officer for myself, my man and my company...

Never have i tod i will have so much pix of her...haha...3 album of it...and it comes in different sizes...it kept me thinking for a while..those sweet memories that i had...not forgetting those stupid ones that i had wit her...quiye surpriseingly, the only erson who has stand thru me, thick or thin, was none other than the gal i said to her years back," Even when the whole band thinks that you are wrong, as long as u think u r rite, i'll always stand on your side..."...
and yes, shen is none other than Sue Anne...my dear sis...hee...

Nway, school is starting soon( may 5) and i hope that i'll do well...and i noe i will do very well...haha...so far, my results are HD= High Distinction..(Pat on my back)
Never did i think that i will continue my studies after NS...hee...and worse of all getting my first distinctions in my entire life...(those who noe me will/ might noe my results for poly..=P )

Hee....i was so disgusted when i saw my transcript for my diploma...its like shit man...that is why i told myself i wana do v. well ..if not, well for my degree..so god bless me with all this Wisdonm to do well and health to do even better for my career and studies...

okok...the next posting i will add more pix of my sweet sweet past ok..hee...stay tuned ok...i think monday i'll do it liao...Till then...Tata



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New beginning...

Recently jus sign up for UNI..hee...quite fun to study again man...lolx
things have never been the same like last time where i was only either working or spending time with my buddies...

Meeting less people now and jus my buddies only...hee...and not frgetting Sue...alwasy go loof or ahve a drink...Week after week, i'm always lookin forward to to going to sch..don noe why..i guess its the so-called" New toy syndrome"..lolx...

Jus bought a few books, namely "The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari" & " Failing Forward".
Started the Monk book ystd and loved it man...very enriching...i guess its 4 ticks outta 5...lolx..

My results for my POA in uni will be out today..hee..
don noe will i get HD anot..(HD= High Distintion)
haha....hope i get it man...i guess this is only the 3 or 4th Distintion i had since poly...haha...

So long din go tanning liao...how i miss the beach so much..getting white liao..haha...
don noe when can i go to the beach again...and with whom can i go with..haha....

Now, i only wana do well in my Uni aqnd my job well..the rest can take later..
I guess i'll pen off now....



Done.

Long Long ago....

Hmmm...when was the last time i blog???? 1 mth ago?

haha...things changes u see...things i nver tod of doing...like studying...hahaha

Guess wat ??!! i'm doing uni now...fun ba...especially exam...

kk...B'day just passed and i'm 25 liao...wats nxt??

don bother first...look at the pix below....

Happy Birthday to me...

Happy Birthday to me...

Happy Birthday to Eddie...

Happy Birthday to me...



Hee...i oso don noe when wa the last time i reali celebrate my birthady...haha....same for presents...not forgeting the cakes...lolx...



Recently, i jus felt so lost..haha...don noe wat the fuck is happening to me..haha...
i wana study but i need to werk too..haha...

Actuali i don noe wat to blog..but cos sue ask me to blog so i jus blog..now i'm high on martell..tsk* Tsk*.. so cant really think... haha...jus feel happy..haha..i'll blog again tml kk...

Thanx...MUACK~*



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New Beginning for me...

it has been 1 mths since i blog anything.
Readers, You must be shock that all this is gone...lol...

Don worry...coming road will be full of fun, tears & challenges.
Not forgeting that i will have friens , and i mean TRUE FRIENDS that will saty and walk the journey of my life 2gther...

Thanx for a wonderful CYN...hoping that the year will be a great one for all...


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